Thursday, October 21, 2010

Day 31.

And in response to my question yesterday- "what does the absence of emotion mean?"- I think it all has to do with sleep levels.
At least for me.
I hadn't slept too much the day before, and that really led to me being like a zombie being. Today I'm feeling again, and journaling up a storm. This time it's because I was publicly humiliated during class by a teacher. And here's another question- what do I do to control myself when my situation is uncontrollable? I did whip out my journal after the incident and wrote furiously in it while trying to stop tears, but that doesn't stop what happened! And I can't control my feelings when I'm berated!